2008年7月11日星期五

feeling well

Sometimes i don't want to join in any test but i had to face.I want to escape it and just do something i like ,That 's wrong . I admit timorousnes is my d efect, but i really easyly got tension,so i prefer to do anything i like: no competition.Actually i hate the pressure ,but i must defeat it isn't it .Most of the time i acted so quiet and so afraid but when i face something i do want or i like I will put all my endavor to try to catch it. I just don't want to regret anything in my life
"Sometimes we need to discuss our most intimate feelings with someone " so right. i really have that feeling maybe i could write it down. I could look at one people that i liked quietly but i palpataed so hardly in my heart.Can you believe that feeling . Most of the time I think i am so contradictive but in fact i don' t mind it i enjoyed it ,it let my life so intersting .What do you think?
I like him , but so quiet ,and just remain the wishes.I prefer to study hard and then i think i could catch him after all. I will find him back to my heart after i try to hart, i believe.
sometimes i really feel lonely. Many girls all need some boys protect, but i think i could protect by myself. because i don't want to despond so i prefer lonely and quiet.I like listen respectfully ,i believe people tell me any thing ,i just beliebe that they do will trust me.i would like listen to them quietly.Many time i could do anything just by myself ,one people ,one power. but i like play with friends also . But when one people (boy) that i could depend appear ,maybe i feel savely and then i think i really need his protect.I hard to put my emotion on anythink or anyone,but i believe any enmotions from my friends and family . so i treasure it quietly .
I want to fine my love (that love includethe love of relation ,friends and lover) so i have courage to go along anywhere by freedom. When i walk on the road i prefer believe that my love will find me:)
This term,I felt a little tire,i don't know why ,i think these tests i can't exert my best.but anyway anything really had gone away.i must face the ture,and the 2007year had past,it is the 2008year,isn't it? " I Wouldn't say i had it bad ,since it was all most of us knew it was only there was somethings just out of reach,and we might never catch up."